Luahan Rasa 2..

Assalamualaikum

Terasa macam sekejap saja masa berlalu, Pejam celik pejam celik dah pertengahan bulan 5..

Umur semakin meningkat, terasa kadang2 banyak lagi perkara yang aku nak buat..entah sempat @ pn tak.

Walau apa pun, aku cuba sedaya upaya supaya orang2 disekeliling happy, aku ?....urmmmm

Bukan tak mensyukuri apa yg aku ada, Entah, jiwa aku terasa kosong sbnrnya...kadang2 jeles tgk budak2 yang riang ria bermain, tak yah pikirkan hari esok, tak yah pikirkan apa nak jadi...hanya keseronokan...kenapa lah hidup aku tak seceria dulu...aduhai..

memang nak kena usahakan sesuatu, aku tak nak hidup macam nie...aku nak cari sesuatu yang leh bt aku ceria...aku bukan macam org lain, menjadikan shoping sebagai cara utk lepaskan kebosanan, aku bukan mcm org lain mencari keseronokkan yg tersendiri dalam menghiburkan hari-hariku...

Aku nak try sesuatu yang aku rasa berbaloi utk diri aku...yes...idea yg bagus...sekurang2nya, aku leh mengisi masa lapang..nak keluar p memana pn tak leh...

Keadaan nie mgkn jg sbb terlalu lama berehat panjang...dgn emosi aku yg tak berapa nak menentu nie, aku rasa PJJ nie kadang2 bagus jg..

Bukan semua yg kita nak akan dapat, entah lah...

Ubat yg paling baik utk diri adalah menangis sepuas2nya...then tidur..

Sometime, be a pretender to makes people around us happy is better...
Sometime, lies is necessary to make they feel better...
Sometime, laugh is the best cover to someone who is secretive
Sometime, u never know the meaning of success until you feel the fail in your life.
Each time we meet the days, we will leave the past, but only the sweetest moment will appear for the next days.


Glad im be here as what and who i am, To make my days brighter than others day will be in progress and i hope there will be a small and tiny ways to me to make its different. A few more days before my bufdays, i hope my life will be much more cheer and happy from today. Even, i knew my life not always gets what i want, but at least i try even i know what happen at the end...

Wish in Advance..

Happy Bufdays to me..

Don't give up what ever i do,

Always think positive,

Always cheer up myself

and many more..