Hot Speaking For Today..

Don't get any wrong with the title..just put it because i don't know what should i put it..hehe..
I Just wanna share sumtin..

first..my intersession course during semester break..alhamdulillah..it don't cost anything coz KPT will paid it for me..so..i have 10k grant for 3 semester..urm..what about college and the rest..dun't worry..they will pay it for me..just one thing i should worry about..my own money..ohya..im really forgot..im working rite now..so..alhamdulillah..i hope there will be no problem for me to finish this intersession..

Second..a few day ago..my friend told me about some kind of fellowship/ scholarship from one university in north area..she give me a form to fill in..all my fee for my study will be paid and they will give rm800 as a pocket money. After graduate i need to work with them for 5 year. it just contract and if i want to continue working with them, i need to further my study in other level. seem interesting for me..coz the payment they will pay for me..rm3.9k..and i will no have to paid back all the payment. Before i fill in the form,as usual i need to ask 2 important person. first my lovely person,who i know him from im born in this world..of coz my daddy..U Know what he said..as usual..he will start with..

"iskh..abah,lebih suka masuk **** sebab tempat tue kerajaan,senang masa depan.nak beli rumah ker apa ker senang sikit.sekarang nie masa untuk struggle habiskan study bukan pikir lg nak kerja kat mana.rezeki tue allah dah tetapkan.jangan tergopoh gapah nak cari kerja.buat satu2..insyaallah ada aih..xyah lah pikir nak p @ isi apa2 lg..skrg pikir macamana nak habiskan study tu dgn cepat."
"lepas habis bulan 11 ni,masuk kerja bulan 1,then konvo bulan 3 pastue baru kita pikir nak tunang ker,kawin ker..time tue kaklong pun dah ada duit sendiri dah. abah tak mau tergopoh gapah time sekarang nie,nty lepas tue masing2 tanggung hutang,beban..."

huhu..his words makes me feel like.. ˙·٠•●♥ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ ♥●•٠·˙
then..my bf..don't said any word...of coz he NOT allow me to take part..sometime..they (my daddy & bf) are same..urm...so..for the form..i just keep it if have any..i already have it..

Third...i got an exam on 24 of this month..its mean next week..its seem like i have time to study..but i don't have time actually..i need to finish my part time working as research assistance + personal assistance.. i need to finish it before 19-04-2010..i hope i can make it..urm...i need to study for my final exam...wawawa...

Fourth...the song i like..dunno why..i really like this song separuh jiwaku pergi by anang..exspecially this word..."benar ku mencintai mu,tapi tak begini..kau khianati hati ini,kau curangi aku"..its doesn't mean anything for me but its really makes me feel this song..that its..maybe anang really mean it to KD rite..(◕‿-)

Fifth...i realize sumtin..a few day before..earth getting hot and make me sick of this..feel thirsty,my head feel want "kebabom"...if this keep continuously..medical center will full out of patient with the same symptom.. and who have disease like heart attack,migraine and many more will be seriously affected..what im realize that..they will become weak,wet then faint...its just attack the older in range 50 above..where i know it doesn't the issues but try look around you and you will see it..why its happen..if we just looking in science side..its because of our self..but if other side..i mean religion side..maybe it just around the corner..who know..rite..allahualam..
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